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  “I needed it too and you made me masturbate in the fucking restroom.” I twisted my hand so my thumb hit her clit with every thrust. Her fingers inched down toward her clit. “I almost couldn’t do it. I kept milking it and milking it and I’d almost start to come and someone would laugh or pull on the door and I’d lose it.”

  She had her clit between her fingers now, me rubbing it underneath while she stripped the shaft. Her muscles clamped down on my fingers and didn’t let loose.

  “My clit hurt so bad,” I said.

  “Yes,” she whimpered, pulling on her nipple with her free hand.

  “I finally had to use two hands.” I pressed the flat of my hand against the base of her belly and pushed in, making her clit stand up. Immediately, her fingers moved faster.

  “Oh.” Her eyes went out of focus for a second, then she fixed on my face. “Did you pretend I was…sucking you?”

  “My clit was so filled with blood I could hardly stand to touch it, so I pretended my fingers were your lips, and I could feel you sucking me, baby.” My clit was about to beat itself off between my legs without me even jerking it, but I forced myself to focus on her. She didn’t have long. “I held it between two fingers and skimmed the hood back so I could work on the head with my other hand.”

  She whimpered again and I knew she’d switched to rolling her clit like a worry bead between her thumb and fingers. I’d watched her masturbate to orgasm enough times to know just what she did to get herself over. She just needed a push.

  “I felt your mouth close on me and your tongue whipping me up so hard.”

  “I’m gonna come soon.” Her hips jerked and the muscles in her neck stood out like cords. “You want it? You want it, baby? You want my come?”

  “I shot my load all over my hands and pretended it was in your mouth,” I grunted, fucking her harder.

  “Oh you bastard, you bitch, you…you’re making me come.” She raised her shoulders, she has incredible abs, and stared wide-eyed at my hand pumping in and out of her. “Oh no,” she wailed, pummeling her clit, “I’m losing it, baby. I’m losing it. Oh baby it’s so fucking good.” She jumped and jerked and came on my hand and I kept going inside her until she pulled off and collapsed on the pillows.

  “Come here,” she said lazily, her eyes sleepy and satisfied. I crawled up next to her and turned sideways in her arms so my head was on her shoulder, my breasts against her breasts. She reached between my legs and laughed. “You’re all hard again.” She squeezed my clit and I whined like a girl. Which I so was right then. She started masturbating me for the fourth or fifth time that day and all I could think about was coming, like it had been months instead of hours. “What should I do with it?”

  “Suck it?” I asked pitiably.

  “Is that what you want?” she murmured, her tongue skating around my ear, her fingers jerking me faster.

  I nodded vigorously. “Please.” She was close to making me come already, and I wouldn’t be able to stop it. I was powerless to keep from coming when she fondled my clit that fast, no matter how hard I tried.

  “You want me to put your wet, hard clit between my lips and suck on it and make you come?”

  “Yes, please.” The muscles in my stomach tensed and I couldn’t get my breath. “Ohh, I think you’re making me come right now.”

  “I don’t think you should, do you?” she whispered, her fingers right on the spot. “Not when I want you to come in my mouth.”

  “You are, you are, you’re making me…I’m going to…”

  “Get up here,” she snapped, letting me go with a twist that brought tears to my eyes and pushed my orgasm back inside.

  I threw my leg over her chest and crouched above her face, my arms braced on the wall. I watched her pull me open with her thumbs and latch on to my clit, sucking me deep. She slid me in and out, licking and sucking, and up I went again.

  Very slowly, afraid she still might leave me out on the edge, I warned, “I am going to come so hard all over your face.”

  She laughed around my clit and the vibration and the rapid sweep of her tongue set me off. I came and came and came, helpless to stop. Helplessly, hopelessly, totally hers.

  About the Author

  Radclyffe has written over fifty romance and romantic intrigue novels, dozens of short stories, and, writing as L.L. Raand, has authored a paranormal romance series, The Midnight Hunters.

  She is an eight-time Lambda Literary Award finalist in romance, mystery, and erotica—winning in both romance (Distant Shores, Silent Thunder) and erotica (Erotic Interludes 2: Stolen Moments edited with Stacia Seaman and In Deep Waters 2: Cruising the Strip written with Karin Kallmaker). A member of the Saints and Sinners Literary Hall of Fame, she is also an RWA/FF&P Prism Award winner for Secrets in the Stone, an RWA FTHRW Lories and RWA HODRW winner for Firestorm, an RWA Bean Pot winner for Crossroads, an RWA Laurel Wreath winner for Blood Hunt, and the 2016 Book Buyers Best award winner for Price of Honor. In 2014 she was awarded the Dr. James Duggins Outstanding Mid-Career Novelist Award by the Lambda Literary Foundation. She is a featured author in the 2015 documentary film Love Between the Covers, from Blueberry Hill Productions.

  She is also the president of Bold Strokes Books, one of the world’s largest independent LGBTQ publishing companies.

  Find her at facebook.com/Radclyffe.BSB, follow her on Twitter @RadclyffeBSB, and visit her website at Radfic.com.

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